Doing the last check of the night, I go through my several different internet-social mediums: Facebook, Myspace, Twitter, Blogspot, Dailybooth, Youtube. Always in this order, though depending on my current position, one or two of these may be exempt due to deletion and/or neglect.
This is the routine. I wonder how I ever managed without these. Then, I wonder why I believe it's essential to my functionality.
When will I realize the destructive nature of monotony?
There are few things more excrutiating than nothing.
However, something new has caught my attention - attractive, even at the apex of it all. She isn't a single one though, and that is most upsetting. Is it an instinct of survival? Has my mind created the desires and illusions out of pure inactivity?
I check it all again, before bed - the pointless social outlets, only serving to highlight my own inadequacies...
...until tomorrow, where something, someone, can distract me again between the stages of lacking.